[24 Sep 2005|09:01pm] [ mood | happy ] wow life has been crazy since the last time i logged in first off my summer went great and had a couple of boyfriends they didnt work out and now i have a wonderful boyfriend who is chris gillan. hes so awesome . and also i got a physical and weed showed up positive and now every month i take a piss test and my parents dont trust me anymor yah its fuckin rtarted and also this summer ive had some crazy partys. i went out with this guy named jessi he really didnt work out so now im going out with chris. ive been doing crosscountry it sucks. well ill write later. love always!! post comment

[01 Mar 2005|06:36pm] You scored as Wicked. You are born with emerald-green skin, smart, fiery and misunderstood. OR beautiful, ambitious and very popular. Looks aren't everything, ya know - learn to show the real you! </td> Wicked 54% Les Miserables 50% Avenue Q 46% Cats 46% Grease 38% Hairspray 21% What MUSICAL are you??? created with QuizFarm.com post comment

[01 Mar 2005|06:21pm] LJ Friends Meme by coolerq • You must tell #2 people about this game. • #3 is the one that you love. • #7 is one you like but can't work out. • You care most about #4. • #5 is the one who knows you very well. • #6 is your lucky star. • #8 is the song that matches with #3. • #9 is the song for #7. • #10 is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind. • and #11 is the song telling you how you feel about life Take this quiz post comment

[28 Feb 2005|07:57pm] Beer 3 comments|post comment

[26 Jan 2005|05:23pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | my thoughts in my head ] wow.... i do knot know how to explain today it basically was just and ordinarry day like usaull. went buy preety slow. for some reason ive been really depressed because i feel like alot of my griends are trying to ignore me idk i just hate when my friends ignore it makes me really upset. but i know they cant see that because i dont like to express my emotions i like to keep them inside of me cause i feel like if i tell people what wrong then it lookes like im complaining and i hate it when people complain. but yeah since i keep stuff inside of me i get very andgry and depressed very easily. its weird yes i know. wow i feel kinda better now. i hope everyone elses days went very good!!!! what i wish is if i had a car i would so leave the state right now and go away from everyone and drama. im going to write later because my dads going to read this if he sees me on the computer. peace love always kendra 1 comment|post comment

[25 Jan 2005|07:26pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | deftones (hexagram) ] ya so im sitting at home being board as hell. im really, really excited because on friday at 7:00pm im going to holiday inn for a modeling contest!!!! and u dont have to ask me im excited!!!!! but anywayz enough about that, you know what pisses me off that chicks do is that one minute there be your friend and then when there hanging around there friends they want to ignore you yah the really pisses me off so ill say hi to one of my friends when shes hagin around her group and she just ignores me im just like wow thats fuckin stupid!!!! yeah thats probably why i dont really hang out with alot of chicks because most of them are 2 faced and dont know how to shutup!!!! (except for my friends and a few other people) id like to add more to that but i cant. thats why i hang out basically with all guys there alot funner to hang out with. so i really think this dudes hot at my school hes in 9th grade hes in my foundofite class. Oh by the way thomas if you read this i wrote its about 4 pages long you better like it it took me forever to do it. i have to get a stamp still i think im getting one tomarrow. love always, kendra 1 comment|post comment

[23 Jan 2005|07:59pm] [ mood | guitars pissing me off!! ] [ music | blink182 ] wow!!!! i havent wrote for a long ass time. yah so last weekend was quite fun, i hung out with jessica the whole weekend and also i went to A&R skatepark it was really fun, yeah when i was there i swa this dude mike smith and i saw travis and his friend allen i think thatts his ame i hung out with them for awile it was fun. i love there halfpipe its so awsome. yeah so i got new classes some of them i really dont like but the ones with my friends in them are fun and found of ite is really fun. god my guitar is pissin me off i was trying to tune it earlier and for some reason i couldnt tune all the other times i can tune it and today i couldnt tune it . so i got really pissed at it so im not tunig it tell 2morrow. yeah i was happy i talked to thomas last week sometime i was really happy i got to talk to him. but yah i swear know one wants to hire me i apply for a job and i go to the interview and knowone wants me im just like what the fuck!!!! owell i find one some time. well guys i have nuthin else to say so peace!!!! love always, kendra post comment

[12 Jan 2005|07:37pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | me typing ] yah so i had finals today i think i did ok on them but not for shure. so i did my speech in oral comm ya it totally sucked balls!!!! because i thought i would know my spech but then when i got uop there i forgot all of it . yah it sucked. i said like.....10 secounds worth of stuff after that 10 secounds i just went and told everyone in my class that i forgot everything so im done. my teacher wasnt exactly happy with me i was just like owell. im excited for friday cause im going to a chinese resturant thats by cicis. yeah i went there tuesday but im going with my friend maranda thats going to be alot of fun. but yah then i have to go on saturday back to school to help my coach with concession stands for earning money towards our track team. that i think will be fun???? im so happy im getting different classes. i dont have to be with the same people any more!!!!! finally i get new teachers. godsh this one teacher mrs.chapo yah shes definetely evil. i really dont like her and she knows it. yah so el mundo let me borrow his game devilmaycry2, it is so badass!!!!! welll guys i have nuthin else to write in here so peace!!!! love always kendra p.s. does any body know how to put an icon on your lj cause if u know how to do it can u explain it to me?? thanks guys!!!! 3 comments|post comment

[09 Jan 2005|06:42pm] im soooooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!! 6 comments|post comment

INTENSE!!!! [02 Jan 2005|12:44am] [ mood | cold ] [ music | my dad and his friend talking ] wow my hole weekend was crazy. but it was alot of fun. um so basically the whole weekend off i hung out with jessica and stephan and zach. yah it was alot of fun. yah i like zach alot i would go out with him but i dont want a boyfriend right at this exact moment. if u guys havent seen nepolean dynamite its fuckin hilarious. me, zach,stephen,jessica,always act likek him when we all went to taco inn we were talkin like that it was hilarious. yah i had a fun new years what i did is hung out at stephens house and watch zach have band practice and after that me, ryan, zach,jessica,stephen. all hung out it was hilarious because zach,jake, and ryan were all trying to eat 7 crackers in 1minute yes i know no one needs to tell me i know im a dork. u would have to be there to understand how hilarious it was. it sucked though beacaus my friend hannah was grounded the whole time so we didnt hang thats what sucked though about the break i really wanted to hang out with her at least a few nights. so buy this monday im supposed to have a speach preparred and havent worked on it at all. lol wow i just realized i need to get that done. oh shit.... but yeah i really do ot want to go back to school. it was realy fun me,stephan,zach,jessica went to where bloodymarys house used to be and then after taht we went to northstar and got on the very topp of the building that was fun and i found two tennis ballls on the roof where me and zach were standing and we bioth thorgh them off the building. yah i was freakin out when i was climbing down the latteres i was like oh shit!!!! but then when we were driving off i got out and got the tennis ball that we droppped and put it back in zachs truck and the n he saw the other one and picked that up and put it in the truck. and alxo some days andrew and thomas came over that was alot of fun. i was showing andrew my game that i got for cristmas and it was bloodrayne 2 that game is so badass. he liked it. omg im so happy i got a guitarr for christmas and its a fender stratecaster yah its preety awesome. but yah i have nuthin else to say so peace!!!! love always, kendra 7 comments|post comment

[13 Dec 2004|05:17pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | not a dame thing ] Yeah so today in 3rd period i was ready to punch the shit out of these 2 gurls. all they do is sit htere and talk about the most stupidest shit ever today im just like dude shutup!! and this weird jaime gurl told them to ccuse they kept on talkin. me and this gurl kristie were ready to fuckin hit them. but yeah idk im kinda upset because i dont get to see my friend hannah like hardly at all anymore because she swicthed lockers. cause her locker used to be upstairs but now its downstairs. i only see her in the mornings. i wish i could see her more though. owell. godsh this game Ghost Recon 2 is so fuckin confusing yeah it took me like an hour maybe longer just to figure it out. im just like wtf!!!! for somereason today was going by really fuckin slow. but after school it was fun because i actually got out of the house and hung out with my friend ashley. well we were going to go runing but we got to her house and she axcadentally locked her bedroom and her bedroom key was laying in her room on her dresser so we couldnt get in her room to get her clothes or shoes so we sat at her house till 4:40 and got online and i got her an account for LJ. i hate when people sit htere and say like im going to cut my hair or im not doing whatever it is anymore, just to get attention idk but it just pisses me off. but if they dont do it for attention then im just fine. for somereason i wish it would snow because i want to learn how to snowboard but its going to be kinda hard to snowboard when there isnt any snow on the ground. yeah so my friend el mundo wasnt at school today i wdonder where he was? he was probably babysitting or hangin out with thomas. well i have nuthin else 2 say so peace!! love always Kendra 2 comments|post comment

FUCK!!!! [12 Dec 2004|06:00pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | kittie ] wow im really freakin out because like a week a go a friend told me something and i told that person what they said about them and well the person that i told wants to go tell the person that i told them that and that person i know for a fact is going to be pissed at me. grrrr!!!! i dont know what to do!! but i might just be over reacting. idk. bur anyways im once again home alone i swear my parents are always gone but that also is a very, very good thing. but yeah theres this guy i like and wel al ong time ago we talked and stuff, and now he like wont even look at me or andything it kinda piises me off though.for somereason i think its freaky because i like have never liked some one this long before. Have any of u guys ever had that feeling before? owell idk. and also i hate when i get like super overwhelmed and stressed i get super depressed and i get depressed over the smollest things ever. Have u guys ever heard this , well my teacher told me that when the boucthers get the meat out of the cows and stuff well if it just droppes on the ground theyll just pick it up and just wipe it off like nothing happened. thats fuckin disgusting adn they think that the bacteria comes off when they just wipe it off. um yeah but it doesnt. idk if i can eat something from a cow again!! o it was so awesome because my dad let me talk on the phone tonight without my mom finding out. i was like fuckin badass!!!! but yeah i sware everytime i get frounded for along time my dad gives in and just lets me talk on the phone i think its halarious. i really hope that i get ungrounded before cristmas break. where i really want to go right now is to peter pan (the skatepark). or when i get off from writting in here i think im going to go skateboarding. dude it took me forever to think of a name to put on here first i thought of dark_shadow but somen was already using it im like fuck you to!!!! (not literally) but then after like 20 minutes i finally came up with something. and also im nervous for track to start in march because well the people that i have now that are on there might ignore me when its track season idk i just hate being ignored. im just really fuckin nervous. but the funny thing is is that im nervous now and its not till far away until i start. Well one time i tryed out to be a model and i went to the Holisay Inn because the people were there and they said if they wanted you they would call you so the next day they called my mom and told her that they wanted me to model for them but my mom found out that it was a scam because u had to pay 600dollers each for pictures. my moms like forget that ! so were still trying to find aplace that isnt a scam. but anyways om fucking god my dad just walked and totally read my journal im like what ru doinng i said dont do thta its my personnel stuff u dont need to be reading this! and so he kept on reading it what a fuckin dick!! grrr that pisses meoff!!!!! fuckin people these days piss me off i want ot fuckin shoot them in there heads and send them to hell to burn!!!! but yeah im done writting for awhile so peace!! love always, kendra 2 comments|post comment

picture [11 Dec 2004|07:35pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | system of a down ] OMG!!!! im soo fuckin bored!! Now since im grounded im like a computer nerd. yeah right now i want to stab my parents because they fuckin wont let me go out!!!! Yeah so on friday i had to go to the psychiatrist to find if i need stronger medicine for ADHD and ADD. but yeah i had no clue who the guy was going to be so i was like freakin out.idk i hate talkin to guys by myself. so ya after all that frustration i told him shit and well i was taking stratera(sorry if i spelled it wrong) and ritalin. and get this so also they tell me that i have anxiety disorder im like wtf! owell but anyways now i take the highest dosage u can get of ritalin im like badass!!!! and he sent me home with two boring ass movies about ADHD im like fuck that shit im not going to watch some boring ass video!! damn im so fuckin bored!!!! i wnted to go over to my sisters boyfreinds house tonight but my parents didnt let me im like it just ann its not like im hangin out with my friends.and they didnt say anything so im just like whatever dude u can suck my dick!! i already miss my best friend jessica, and its only been 1 day!! Apple cider sounds really fuckin good right now. so my friend jessica went up to her aunts on friday and got a car and drove it back down to her house. yah so my friend stephan he gets to play next friday in david city there band is so badass!! if im ungrounded im totally going to go see them.And if the people think hes really good his band will get labeled. that will be so fuckin awesome!! i think there bands name is The Genocide of Summer but im not forshore. wow i just really tired and its only 7:54. FUCK its earily. well im going to go play BloodRayne2. so peace out people!!!! love always, Kendra post comment

im soooo happy [11 Dec 2004|04:06pm] [ mood | cheerful ] hey everyone im soooooooooooo excited i just figured out how to do this livejournal thing .Its preety awesome!!!! but anyways im really bumed because i am grounded because of grades. owell what sucks though is im probably going to be grounded over cristmas grrrrr!!!!!! i would be hanging out with jessie,andrew and thomas but no im fucking grounded!!!! ok im done. im going to write later tonight peace!!!! 3 comments|post comment

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